It has been years since I have been trying to find that balance. Every other day I struggle with accepting my body…sometimes I start my day off so well that I stand in front of my mirror and love what I see..but as the day progresses, my mind hits these extremely large bumps, where anything can trigger my mind into thinking that my body is not acceptable.
Whether it be;
sitting in the metro and accidentally placing my hand around my waist and feeling that that should not be there….
window shopping and catching a glance of myself through the reflection and comparing myself to others around me
heck, even if I make myself an amazing breakfast, that extra egg yolk that I added to my scramble can completely askew my day.
….time to catch my bus for my evening class..vent over.